Lie
cause: if I order hats and make scarves
effect: I will lose my hair

Late last night, in preparation of my impending hair loss, I spent a couple of hours hemming and hawing over which hats to order…I thought I had my choices made…I was waiting to show mom tonight and then click to send the order off…I mean I have to allow for shipping time right? I will feel better having at least one well fitting hat in my possession by the end of next week…that is when the hair loss COULD start…I HATE not knowing when it will start.

This morning, I became paralyzed…that amount was TOO much for hats…I thought…I don’t need five I just need those three…yep, those three will be good…WAIT! are those the right colors? is that the right hat? what if we get it and they don’t look right? I wish there was a cancer hat store in the area…maybe there is…I should wait to order until I find out…You need to take a deep breath after reading that rambling right? I know I do…maybe I was thinking…

IF
I DON’T ORDER A HAT
THEN
I WON’T LOSE MY HAIR

yep, I’ve decided that is what I was thinking

makes sense right?

I think so…

Truth
cause: My hair WILL fall out
effect: I will need to find hats and make scarves

Tonight we went grocery shopping because tomorrow it is supposed to rain cats, dogs, cows, and butterflies…while at Wal-Mart we checked out the fabric and found some on sale that we could play at making scarves with…
I love the texture of the green one and the pattern of the blue and gold one…I thought the other two were nice subtle colors…I’ve looked on-line for patterns and ideas but I think we will start simple and just make some large squares to play with…

I’m feeling the beginning of an internal freak out about losing my hair…it is scary…
Amy {Design Intervention} said...Good Tutorial on comments!! I love the fabrics that you picked - I'm actually excited to see what you come up with those!!!

Robin said...You have a really great selection of fabrics! I can't wait to see what you make with them!

May 1, 2010 at 8:24 AM  Molly Stroud said...*I* personally think you should go with something more sophisticated..... like.... say.... SPONGEBOB! You could totally pull that off.... ;)

Anonymous said...Where's the thug hat?! ; )

Dianna Smith said...Thanks, April! I've been reading your posts and am thankful for the updates. Let's just say that I'm new at this......yours is the "first" blog I've visited......so I was relieved when you explained how to write back. :) Luke's preschool/graduation program was held on Wednesday evening so we missed church service. I'm sure there was quite a bit of excitement when you walked through the doors! Take care. Hope to see you Sunday.




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