so I feel pretty good…emotionally, that is…the best I’ve felt in weeks…I’m actually feeling a bit goofy and that is fun (I wish I had the energy to go out and have a fun day)…and I think it is because I got all that I was feeling out…what I posted yesterday was exactly what I was feeling, and it felt so good getting it out…
no harsh words…no condemnation…no anger…just truth…even truth that might not make me look good…like tearing a card up…
I also think that with the truth comes clarity of mind…in just the day since I’ve written how I felt…I’ve found hope in things around me…a radio show on the way to work…a book I got in the mail to review (coming soon)…lines in a tv show I might not have found so funny I laugh out…and it felt good to be tickled like that…ect…
I’ve always thought that being truthful in relationships is best…hiding how your feeling will NEVER solve anything…and lets all be honest…those things that we ‘let go, that we don’t bother with resolving’ are the FIRST things to pop into our heads the next time a conflict comes up with that same person…TheCOMPOUND INTEREST on those things we have ‘let go’ is can be astounding…
you work on relationships that are important to you…you don’t let them die…’Love is a Verb’ is not just a DC Talk song you listened to in middle/high school…
no harsh words…no condemnation…no anger…just truth…even truth that might not make me look good…like tearing a card up…
I also think that with the truth comes clarity of mind…in just the day since I’ve written how I felt…I’ve found hope in things around me…a radio show on the way to work…a book I got in the mail to review (coming soon)…lines in a tv show I might not have found so funny I laugh out…and it felt good to be tickled like that…ect…
I’ve always thought that being truthful in relationships is best…hiding how your feeling will NEVER solve anything…and lets all be honest…those things that we ‘let go, that we don’t bother with resolving’ are the FIRST things to pop into our heads the next time a conflict comes up with that same person…TheCOMPOUND INTEREST on those things we have ‘let go’ is can be astounding…
you work on relationships that are important to you…you don’t let them die…’Love is a Verb’ is not just a DC Talk song you listened to in middle/high school…
(this song makes me smile…I LOVE this CD…so old school)
those relationships I’ve worked on…those that I have walked the hard road with…the ones with which I’ve been the most brutally honest…the ones I’ve chosen to be vulnerable in…the ones I’ve spent enough time with to make memories…the ones that I have taken the time to foster…those are the ones that I cherish…
and the fear I’ve felt about not wanting to confront those I’ve felt hurt by…that is from Satan himself…and I reject it…and I reject the discord, the hurt, the frustration, the second guessing, and the distrust (in myself, and others), that has come with it…I’ve heard an acronym for fear like this…
F alse
E vidence
A ppearing
R eal
I’m going to ponder on that for a little while…
those relationships I’ve worked on…those that I have walked the hard road with…the ones with which I’ve been the most brutally honest…the ones I’ve chosen to be vulnerable in…the ones I’ve spent enough time with to make memories…the ones that I have taken the time to foster…those are the ones that I cherish…
and the fear I’ve felt about not wanting to confront those I’ve felt hurt by…that is from Satan himself…and I reject it…and I reject the discord, the hurt, the frustration, the second guessing, and the distrust (in myself, and others), that has come with it…I’ve heard an acronym for fear like this…
F alse
E vidence
A ppearing
R eal
I’m going to ponder on that for a little while…
JoyAnne said...So glad you are feeling better emotionally! Physically isn't far behind! Ok, I love to read and have to ask what book are you reviewing and how did you come about reviewing it?
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