Monday I called the doctors office and was asked to be patient. The doctor wanted some clarification from the pathologist who read my biopsies.
Tuesday…nothing.
Wednesday…so far (to be fair it is only 11 a.m.) nothing. The nurse who answered the phone on Monday said that the biopsy results confirmed that there is swelling…(you can see from looking at at me that my face is swollen) so the doctor wants a more specific explanation…I’m a bit frustrated, tired of waiting, and scared that when I do hear something it is going to be that they don’t know anything.
I’m trying to be active in this week, to be present and not stuck in the house but I really don’t feel like going anywhere or doing anything.
Monday, I slept from 10:30 a.m. to 10:30 p.m. then went back to bed at 4:00 a.m.
Tuesday, was a good day. I got up around 9:30…cleaned up the house, took a walk with the dog to the post office, and did a lot of crafting.
Wednesday, (today) I got up at 8:30 and have been doing things around the house trying to get up the mental energy to go to Jasper and pick up some things at Walgreens maybe go to a thrift store or two. So far today I have ignored a call from a friend and want to ignore a text from someone…not because I don’t want to talk to THEM specifically, just because I don’t want to talk to anyone…It is 11:30 and I am ready for a little nappy nap…My main goal today is to make it to church tonight.
Anyway the news is there is no news…
Tuesday…nothing.
Wednesday…so far (to be fair it is only 11 a.m.) nothing. The nurse who answered the phone on Monday said that the biopsy results confirmed that there is swelling…(you can see from looking at at me that my face is swollen) so the doctor wants a more specific explanation…I’m a bit frustrated, tired of waiting, and scared that when I do hear something it is going to be that they don’t know anything.
I’m trying to be active in this week, to be present and not stuck in the house but I really don’t feel like going anywhere or doing anything.
Monday, I slept from 10:30 a.m. to 10:30 p.m. then went back to bed at 4:00 a.m.
Tuesday, was a good day. I got up around 9:30…cleaned up the house, took a walk with the dog to the post office, and did a lot of crafting.
Wednesday, (today) I got up at 8:30 and have been doing things around the house trying to get up the mental energy to go to Jasper and pick up some things at Walgreens maybe go to a thrift store or two. So far today I have ignored a call from a friend and want to ignore a text from someone…not because I don’t want to talk to THEM specifically, just because I don’t want to talk to anyone…It is 11:30 and I am ready for a little nappy nap…My main goal today is to make it to church tonight.
Anyway the news is there is no news…
heather said...April, I was thinking of you this morning and wondering how things were going. Sometimes the waiting is worse than the knowing. I'll be home this afternoon for a while and need to be home most of the day tomorrow (unless I get called in to sub), so if you feel like stopping by to look at swap stuff, just text or call, and come on over. ( I have some great bird paper for you too, I'll try to remember to bring it with me Sunday if I don't see you before then).
Robynn's Ravings said...Hope all is well dear. Being as old as I am, I can tell you that it usually is but that probably doesn't help right now. Hope you get answers soon and they are all good.
Laurie said...was wondering if you had heard anything...hang in there. your crafty things look very cute btw! :-)
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